Its a NEW YEAR!

Happy New Year Everybody!

i wish that everybody enjoy your

New Year celebration

and

i hope that you guys have a

blasting 2009!

Love,

Anis

Btw..

Moms coming home in like 4 hours from now!
YAY!
i miss her so much,hope she bought some nice stuff from paris:)

Could it be?

Do i still have feelings for him? do i?
why do i stumble when he ask such question?
does it means that i am still not over him?
could it be?
why do i feel weird whenever i talk to him?
i felt like i must show him that he will regret not having me..

Am i still in love with him?

Sister!

ouch!
that stupid lil chair! my dad ask me to help him take the telescope on the top of the shelf,and so i did.
suddenly my sister bump on the chair, so it wiggles.
and BOOM!
i fell down
now i have 2 bruises on the leg!grr :(

sweetest thing:)

well the next day,early in the morning, i recieve a phone call from an anonymous number.

Anis :hello?

Eddy: morning Anis,its me.

Anis : Eddy?!

Eddy: Yea.

Anis : hey,so wats up? its like only 6..

Eddy: i want to wake you up with a special way..

Anis : what it is?..

It turns out that he grab a guitar and sing a song The One by Suzie McNeil for me.

I was touch.that is the first time, someone ever did that for me;)

Eddy:hello? u still there?

Anis: yea, im here

Eddy: so....

Anis: its sooo..AWESOME! thank you.

Eddy: Im glad u like it. its specially for you,Anis.

Anis: Eddy thats very sweet of you..

Eddy: thanx, ok la i gtg... im going for a jog with my brother

Anis:oh, bye then, tc,have fun

Eddy: Bye Anis,I'll call u soon.

and so,he hang up..after that call, i could sleep so i woke up and shower.i was getting ready to start my day:)

On that particular day, at 9 o'clock. he text message me.

he told me that he's going back to London soon ( he stays in London and he's 17)

i was sad. i told him,that i wish to see him again before he go. He said the same thing too.

On that time, i started to have feeling towards him. :/ could it be? that im starting to fall for him?i barely know him. so i thought *wateva la,just be friends*

Now,we are friends and i still have feelings for him.:)

First time i saw you

EDDY oh eddy!
aha:)
i like to say his name,its just so cute.

since the day that we met i can't stop thinking of his

brunette eyes, tall and muscular body, smart hairstyle, hott lips,

cute face and that red baju melayu.

ergh, we met at Hotel Istana for a wedding. i was having my dinner when i saw him. I look straight at him and in my heart says that "wow, who is he?". and the next thing i know,he is sitting right beside me. :D So, i say "Hi". we start to talk and talk for about 2 hours.

later then,it feels like we already know each other for a long time. We walk around the hotel and keep talking. We had this one conversation where he ask me "Do you want to dance?" and i giggly. he grab me by the waist and we start dancing with no music ( wow,he is serius about the dance). While dancing,he says that i look so cute when i smile, i was blushing that time :>

Just when we were about to walk to the grand ballroom, he asked for my number and i gave it to him. Suddenly, 2 wedding photographer came up to us and take a picture of us. on that time,we realize that both of us were wearing the same colour outfit. the photographer tought that we were couple, and so we laugh.

a few minutes after the incident,

my dad call " Anis,lets go"... 'Ergh!" i say.

Eddy knew that tone,so he hug me and say goodbye.

thats the first and my last time i saw Eddy.

Bf or mama?

i have a friend of mine that is terribly sad. Not only because of the results but because she has been forbidden (by the mother) to contact his BF or shall i say EX-BF. i notice that she really loves him and can't let him go.( i know how it feels)
so i did a webcam with her to see how is she doing...
and it turns out that her nose is red and her eyes were swallen . that shows she's been crying non-stop.
im getting really worried.
the EX-BF have been calling her several times just to get back with her but she refuse to be with him.
*exhaling*
why can't parents just understand that sometimes love can be in the adolescent hearts?



dear friend of mine,

hope that your problem with your parents and EX-BF end soon. If you need someone to talk to just call me,i'll be there for you.I hate to see my friend gets hurt.

love,

Anis